today forget to call bert bert to wake up =\ haha n woke up at 1230 den go grandma house with my mother. my grandma is sick. lol~ n my cousin pass me vcd .. wah kao eh full of dust oso dont wan to clean for me. lol.

now is 347am! haha. wanted to slp earli but.. hai.. heart broken. i really dont know how to understand guys le.

i felt tired. why like that. why now is guys that doesnt likes to say much things n like to keep to themselves? i felt kinda tired. im so afraid to fall in love again! alot of guys keep keeping secrets n dont wanna tell me! or got things hide to themselve. i really kind of tired. they make me so scare. 1st was 1 of my ex who keeo things n i found out he timer me! 2nd is another ex of mine oso dont like to share n we always quarrel cos i really know too little. wad the world turning into ? i really confused. tonight i really cried out of confusion. i really dont know how to carry on. sigh... why so tiring now? darn emo now... my best fren is my " chou chou " bolster who wipes my tears!

n lyn U GOT MAPLE DUN WAN ME SADDED. u another 1 break my heart.

as for zeo, wah piang eh i really pissed of with u leh. u always say call me back den u nvr call back i wanna volcano erupt le lor. zzzz.... if u find me den u find me, im not going to find u, its like calling u from 100000km away!

bert, come to a thought i really doubt we can be together. u told me ur parents traditional. u're well educated. im not. im older den u oso. i dont have anything to match with ur family. i dont wan to put u in difficult position. i dont wan u to " throw " face also. dui bu qi. if u ever read my blog u will know why i tell u not to like me. sry if i did play with ur emotion.

我好难过 T_T