i dont know wad had happen. i felt like ... hais i dunno too.. my tears jus dropped. isnt promises a promise? why everytime so much last min thing changes? certain things can be changed certain things cant i guess. sometimes i really guess, letting him go is better. at times i know i asked for too much. can he take it? i not sure, he didnt even say a thing... today wanted to go out becos he say he going for zak last min told me, i decided to go out becos i really down when he said he will accompany me ... but end up i didnt go out . hais.. n i waited for him... i didnt wan him to know im angry or upset becos of it. so i just dont wanna move ard. now he going for the next zak? did he even remember anything he said to me? end up he went... perharps its time to quit maple? n letting everything go? im so bad taking up so much of his time xD~ ew~...