wad a saddening 1month i had with him... my dream tarnished... i jus recall.. those sms he had with her... they slp tgt.. tickle each other? playing with his hair? wth am i ? i felt betrayed... he knows i likes him... he says he likes me... wad is this? really no hope... wo bu guan le.... sry doesnt mean anything much now i guess... actions prove everything... i remembered there was once u told me we tgt for both maple n real life... after his personal chalet... everything changed... he say he is confused too... maybe he is confused who he likes... he say he not ready for it now... maybe he doesnt know who to choose... i guess in his heart... im drifting away... if u dun likes me , u could jus tell me n we could jus break off... why do i haf to be treated this way ...? wad did i did wrong? when he having his chalet.. he told me.. he will call n sms me.. but he didnt... too busy with the girl? i dont wnna be a spare ... hais... >.<

pls tell me to go... if u dont wan me anymore...

i guess he likes her... he choose to go out with her den pei-ing me... he promised to pei me till sunday ... out 1st month he goes out with other girl? i really dunno wtf am i ... WAD THE FCK AM I ?? just a fcking dump girl... =)

i asked my fren, would u choose to go out with a girl or to pei ur " gf " 1month anni... he said... the girl i like...

so i guess .... hais......

or isit im too good that he dun wanna let go till he make sure he finds 1? >.<

i say him till like so bad... afterall he is niceguy bah. =)

maybe im gonna start to MIA again... i shld leave... n let it go...

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